Just saying I love you

• I have 5 sisters some of us close some of us not. We have had serious up's and serious down's. Their were times I wished I was an only child, and Times I felt blessed to have so many siblings. I have struggled with them and fought against them. Hated their input because of course I am me and think most times I know what is best.
•  I have 2 sisters in particular I cherised more I think mostly  because we lived with each other for so long, but because out of all my sisters they were who I got to see the bad the good and the ugly with. I consider them my friendenemies, They are who I rely on the most but have fought with the worst.
• I am the youngest out of 6 so I fight to show I can do it without them and yet look for them to be my guidence when I've lost my way. I have realized over times of my life that I am completely defiant, Very opinionated, and take things personal most of the time. In someways as much as I am different from them I do believe I am the same.
• Just so I am clear let me explain, lets start My eldest sister, is reserved and extremely mature, She rarely gets angry and if she does its like "I dont appreciate your tone" hahaha..I love her probably more than she knows. I am similar to her because I care sometimes to much. Then you have Next in line She is a wackadoo, She always thinks she is imperfect, finding something wrong with herself that can always use a tweek or two. She is most times canada, she stays out of most conflicts as a neutral party, however is quick to fight to protect her family. I am like her because I to find I am sometimes not as self assured as I would like, and I am quick to fight to protect. Then you have the third sister, Well she is crazy, stubborn, & convinced most times that we are all against her. She is fogged my whats truth and fiction and most definatly reacts based on the fiction of things. I am like her because I am just as stubborn, and can be myself a bit crazy. Next in line, I know that is alot to take in already but I am almost done! Next you have my fourth sister, the one who raised me she is caring, a great mom, but is opinionated and thinks if its not done her way she doesnt want any part of it, She's the hostess and the one the whole family calls for just about everything. She is also Quick to tell you off. I would say I am like her because I am quick to speak up for the  people I care for, I do to a fault until most times I get hurt. I am a great mom. (not to gloat) Then theirs My 5th sister, She is a hopeless romantic,  funny, but also can be totally mean without cause. She is smart but sometimes to her own fault that she cant see the other answers that might be brought to the table. She shows her love in her own way. She does'nt always come across the nicest but when she shows you love and kindness it puts you in a stand up mood. She to will fight for what she believes is right, and has your back if she trusts you would have hers. I am like her because I am smart, but I to also come across coarse to most, I will fight for who I love the most.
• Although for so much of my life I have tried to not be like them, I am. I dont think you have a choice you are raised side by side with them. I want to be honest &  say As of late my sister has been my rock. I might not always get along with them, Or talk to them. However I would'nt want a life without them.  Someday I may not be here or vise versa GOD forbid, I never tell them often enough, but I love them all.  No excepetions. Having such a large family unit has also made me realize that They know how to hurt you the most but know how to love you more than anyone. I wouldnt be me if not for them.