Even though there are people in our lives that we love, should we allow them to shame us, make us feel bad, curse at us, bring us down? I am who I am like it or lump it. You can call me "Ghetto" for standing up for myself that's okay with me. I am strong enough for that are you? I wonder how come it's okay for you to call me names and bring yourself to a degrading level for me expressing my own feelings, yet I am the one that is "ghetto" Shame on you. Just because I love you just because your family, doesn't mean I will ever allow you to control me, or put me down because of your irrationality.
I think its sad that I would fight for you, come together with you, laugh with you, be there if you need me, and yet you think it okay to be that person who bombards me with insults. It's very upsetting to push your insecurities you feel off on to me. I am not to blame you are!
I admit my false, I seek help for my troubles, But I am strong, and independent, I will not stand down to anyone, Those are things you should be proud of instead you are no better than enemies who smile in my face then talk behind my back. I am sorry to say that, but You let me down. My friends don't treat me as bad as my own family, you can say what you want but my so called "Ghetto" friends from the place you once lived would jump to my defense, fight fist to fist with my enemies, protect me, where you my own family, could care two glances about things that happen to me. Yet I am the one you want to call when you feel threatened by someone....I no longer will subject myself to your insanity. As much as I am your family, I am my own person first. I will not put up with your swearing, or anger, your insecurities, your delusions of granger. If you can except me for who I am then we can talk but don't try to step on me I never have nor will I ever be someone to lay down and take bull shit just because someone is having a bad day.
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